I didn't want this, but it seems like I'll be solo
This year's gift, which I wouldn't want, is a breakup
If only I could go back to the beginning
Then I would dump you first
For a month, my ears will be itchy
Lose your mind, you deserve to be
It's absurd, but (I hate this word)
I'm gonna be a rock and break your window now
I’m gonna be a rock and break your boy, your love
Because you won't understand this feeling
Staggering, half-broken mental
They swear I was messed up from birth
Like a seven-year-old who lost their toy
Even in front of my parents, I cry, I know it ain’t right
It's absurd, but (I hate this no more)
I'm gonna be a rock and break your window now
I’m gonna be a rock and break your boy, your love
Because you won't understand this feeling
The dawn I kept empty for you, now I can't sleep
That won't happen in the slightest
I'm gonna be a rock and break your window now
I’m gonna be a rock and break your boy, your love
Because you won't understand this feeling